we are not enemies, but friends..

I just saw one of the best movie of my 26 year of life... it goes by the name AMERICAN HISTORY X... it moved me.. it made me think.. strong enough to fill the heart with grief.. sure it has a one of the best performances by edward nortan.. but the story just make u heavy.. the message is loud and clear.. hatred is baggage.. lose it.. its no good being pissed off all the time.. we all become angry and we find some thing or some one to blame it on.. but then as it is said are we asking the right question?.. the right question is did we do any thing to make life better? for us and for the people around us???

God knows i have done my share of mistakes. I have been selfish, and i have been angry.. i have broken hearts.. and i have given pain in return of love.. i repent.. i repent every day.. and i shall till the day i take my last breath...

"we are not enemies, but friends. we must not be enemies tho passions may have strained. they must not break our bonds of affection. the mystic cords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be by the better Angels of our nature"- Abe Lincoln....

Life!!!! do we know IT??????

well...
im not writing this coz some day some one will see it.. those are not my intentions... the last one i wrote was only viewed by the people whom i told abt it.. soo naturally i dont have any hopes on this one.. im writing it coz it helps me sometimes to write down stuff when my heart and mind are full of thoughts... and mine are right now... so here we go...

many a times i have felt that we think that we are capable of some thing when actually we are not!!!
we think and plan and think some more and look at it from a broader prospective and say it may be hard but in the end i wil come out a winner.. well, every one is a winner in a broader prospective.. on our death beds we hardly have any doubts or regrets.. (not that i have been on one.. :) )... its the tiny small details which we over look can kil us.. those small small problems which come up.. those seamingly innocent questions which we didnt accept... those tiny objections raised by important people.. its not that we dont overcome that.. some times it takes a small portion of time, other times they stretch.... its just the persistances with which they attack u thats kiils ur moral.. u ward off one another comes up.. in my eyes a better fighter is not some one who kiled a huge giant but a persone who stood his guard and stopped one tiny enemy after another for a infinetly long time.. most of the time its not the strenght but the stamina which counts... so ask yourself before u prepare for a war.. do i have that stamina??? how long can i take it?..

well i have asked the question and found out that yes i have.. when ever u are at the rock bottom, think of the sky u will see after pushing the earth aside... that one short visison will make u continue for a very very long time.... have faith.. in urself, in ur plans, and stategies, in ur co warriors and in that broader prespective when u said i can come out a winner....

and while all this goes on dont forget to enjoy the life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHEEEERRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!