i hate them...

sorry about the language below.. but im madddddd!!!!.....fuck**g enuchs.. these bastards.. come into my country and and fuck with our lives... and the government is enuchs.. nothing better.. i waanna anihalate the whole source of these tension.. kashmiris wanna freedom let them take it.. let them live in a economy which cant even providee them with one time of food.. im infuriated.. im angry... im mad enough to go to the opposite side And nuke their life out.. and our 500 year old p.m says to keep peace.. i have one question.. "are u out of ur mind??".. they holled up tow buildings in us and they removed 2 counteries from the map of US.. and what do we do.. just pary for peace.. i say fuck you!!!... u dont have guts enough? then move out.. i want some one with enough "balls" to let the otherside remember where they stand.. the leaders may belive in peace.. i belive in retalition... go be dammed.. if worse comes i will go and fuck them as well as u leaders.. ur nothing but wote bank politicians.. bloddy morons all u want is power.. and u use them against us.. if u have enough guts then show it agianst the one who dare to voilate our houselimits.. u morons enough of eating free food.. i know 70% of india elects u on the basis of free dood and drinks.. but the change is enevitable.. u may or may not remember what it was like to be naive... be cautious.. coz its me who warns u... change doesnt needs centutries to take place.. it happens in blink of eye.. sweet dreams...

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone

Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain

An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?

And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?

And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night

While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made

And like a baby boy I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"

Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

born with "gear" in my mouth....

This is a post after months.. the tittle of the blog is what i said to my dear friend after getting super happy... it was an answer to the question when he asked what im gonna do in future.. well i was born that way.. and with all the craze going on about managment degrees, im immuned to that.. i may get into a one of those "MBA" colleges but i will surely fail, every year after that and in every subject.. because "i was born with a gear in my mouth".. he he he he....

well im a man of numbers and logic.. i like to know how things work.. not manage them... physics books were and still are comparable to my all time favourite fictions.. im an engg.. can feel it in my veins.... i sleep off as soon as some one starts talking abt economics, credit and debit.... so this blog is three cheerss to all those guys and gals who were, are or going to be what we call Engineers......