RAAT KE MUSAFIR....

well.. i wrote something here.. which was good.. but it got deleted somehow.. I'm just trying to remember what i wrote.. it was good and inspiring.. unlike me.. off late i have begun to think why am i living.. I'm sorry if i only write about me.. but i cant help it.. its my favourite topic... this blog if any one reads it could be called as the best self centered blog.. but then.. is int it that all the humans have a feeling of self importance?? (else they wont bother writing a blog..) its just a wish to tell people what we did.. or how we did.. or how we feel.. but its all about our self.. any way i am straying away from a topic.. i planned to say that i loved this movie called gulaal.. go watch it if u haven't.. and do wait for credits to roll, because then it has the best song of the movie called "raat ke musafir tu bhaagna sambhal ke, potli mein teri hoo aag na sambhal ke.. " adios..

an inspiration..

whats an inspiration? it can be described by a million people by 100 of ways each.. i being a narcissists only talk about myself.. for me inspiration is a persons hatted towards me.. we all make choices.. we make choices which we know are wrong.. which we know will hurt some one who loved us a lot.. we make choices that make the most important people in our lives abhor us..

for me that detestation is an inspiration.. for me that scorn in the words of a human being who is the most important person in the world for me is like gasoline in an 1000 bhp engine.. i m a creature who lives on misery and hate.. I'm not a sadist nor a masochist.. Im just some one for whom making a decision is tough.. but keeping is NOT... may u have all the help u need in ur life.. and may u get what ever u ever wanted..